Ever feel like this...?

I have to admit, now that I'm all 'grown up', I really enjoy writing.

I never was much of a writer in school. A talker, yes. Writing? Not so much my friend. I dreaded those hundred + word essays they'd make us write. And forget writing an entire report! That was relegated to the night before, as late at night as possible (and that was BEFORE computers, so talk about writer's cramp). Hated it. And I don't think it was a case of not knowing what to say, but knowing that I wanted to say something and not being able to get it out before said writer's cramp reared its ugly head (or hand).

And now, at 32 years old, when I finally have come to appreciate writing my thoughts down (thank you techology gods), it seems that my thoughts are getting all bottle-necked. Lucky me.

I mean, I always have something I want to say. And when I'm not saying it, I'm thinking it. The thoughts are always flying around my head. Its just that, when its time for them to come out - whether its speaking or writing - they all get jumbled up. Almost like a proverbial bottle-neck.

Frustrates the heck out of me...

That's why, now that I have my computer, I love writing so much. It allows me to type and just think in a random stream of thought. And when it appears that none of it is making any sense (other than to myself), I can always reach for my trusty DELETE button. Man, I love DELETE!

Anyhoo - I guess what I'm getting at, in an extremely round about way is that, well, you know what? Maybe there really isn't much of a point to this... I guess it was just another one of those situations where something was flying around my head and it just spilled out. And while there's a lot more up there, well, this is what came out.

Take it for what it is.

(and quit sitting there scratching your head with that deer-caught-in-headlights look on your face!)